Need advice having a problem with depression?

Let it go sweetheart. Forget about what your family has done and concentrate on your daughter. If you don't break the cycle she too will suffer. I was on medicine for years. The medicine numbs the pain, but the scar remains and sometimes old wounds open. You must figure out what exactly is bothering you. Is it the fact that your grandfath rabused you or the fact that nothing was ever done to stop him and he may do it again? You are a strong woman. Woman are strong. To hell with him. He does not determine you. Take your power back.